It is that time in my life again, when things suck a lil' too much, when evrybody seems to be done with u and dont wna bother nemore and somebody up there doesnt remember u nemore. My parents think i shud take ne job dt comes my way, even if it means a 3 yr bond with a measly salary, my boyfriend wont deal with my confused outbursts and provide reassurance, my dog, whose limpin leg no longer limps thanx to me, heads in the opposite direction when i call his name and worst of all no one is gna read this n express sympathy other than an automatically generated electronic post which asks me to join some crappy group.