everytime we say goodbye

Dear, dear homies,i am in tears! not real tears but crocodile tears. but crocodiles cry too you, know. they got hearts as well, and they bleeeeeed. d comp has conked off again at home. n i just had to rush to dis internet cafe in d middle of my lunch break just to reestablish some contact with civilization. r u really out der civilisation??? i save an entire week of expectations for one bloody sunday. n den dis. i am afraid my dad wont fix d comp, like so many other things that r lying arnd unfixed in d house. i knw i said i hate technology, bt u do knw i am absolutely incapable of vehement negative emotions, dont u technology? on top of that amma tells me i need to be nicer to dad. what da! i need to b nice now?? i told her that pretty much. n she told me duh pretty much. which was an eye opener. cos mums never say duh, n it must really mean smtin wn dey do. so im gonna try n be nicer to my dad n mom from now on. i got to unburden on all my issues with dem too, like hw i know dey think am a loser n dt am weird n unfit for society n shit. n mum lisnd n told me dt was all crap n that im simply perfectly not all that. which was a huge relief, tho i sorta waited arnd fr d part whr she was suposd to say that i am also super awesome infact. bt that nevr hapnd. oh well, cant have everytin. also, no technology, means no movies. for once in my life, i was in d mood for real oldies, i got phil story cos mint wid d hole recco-ed it. n den boom! goes d comp. :( i was suposd to do all abt eve n whats dt odr one, wt? wt? yh, umm...anatomy of a murder, yes. i mt b off oldies mood by d tym d comps fixd, which is just plain sad, cos i just knw dis wud have smhw radically changed my life fr d better. i am also exceptionally sleepy at ofc tday, n doing this char analysis of a female who seems very docile, bt is as per my careful observation, smtin totally out of a hitchcock movie. not gud, not gud!

ok i go, just wanted to say, i love u technology! i totally wanna hang out wid u n b updated on all sorts of apparently irrelevent, bt mt just b imp info. i want ur tender touch of cold logic n human progress. u r unique n special in ur own way n no one can take dt away frm u, tho dey can take u away frm me! :(