I suspect I am one of those people who constantly need at least one thing to worry over. That is not to say that I am not grateful for all that has turned out well in life. I so am!! It gives me reason to believe - this new problem too, I will solve. But meanwhile, I must be angry, I must be determined, I must be incessant.
May be its some kinda hoarding, an adrenaline rush, a craving for constant preoccupation. A distraction from the less controllable factors in life. Or a building block towards controlling those very factors.
For now I dont mind being this person. It is serving me exceptionally well.
But I want to be nicely zen at the right moments. Dont wanna mop around or huff, hmph, grrr excessively.
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